how do i hate thee high school, let me count the ways.
i got attacked by a wall today, that was interesting. those kinds of things seem to always happen to me. i need to stop being angry for no reason, yes a wall fell on my head but it's really not the end of the world. but there is just a lot of negative things that i've noticed lately. like i always take things to the extreme. i need to fucking get a life. i am fatter then all hell,but i've known that since i was like born, but it's just so shallow of me that it's all i ever think about. I've also noticed that people are extra mean. it pisses me off when people have to be so nasty to eachother, and then when other people are nasty to them it's like the world is coming to an end. it just doesn't make sense. people are so self involved and nasty, and i really can't stand it. honestly it's really hard for me to tell who is genuine and who isn't because of all the shit talking. the minute somebody walks away it's the cue to start gossiping. i know i'm not perfect, i can get swept up in it and not even realize, but i'm seriously gonna try not to be like that. i realllly don't want to sound arrogant but i'm just way to mature for this shit, i can't wait until i am done! i really can't.