And If you want me...
Life has been pretty good lately. I have made alot of new friends that make me truly happy. I have lost some friends that I miss dearly. I have rekindled some friendships with people I never thought I would be friends with again. Sometimes I miss how life was two-three years ago. Everything seemed so much better not that I hate life now cause I really am enjoying myself. I just miss the things that I found fun without having to be fucked up in any way. Sometimes I miss going to shows considering they suck so bad now. I am ready for summer. School is kicking my ass and I find it really hard to want to stay home and do homework and study for tests. I really want to get alot of people together and go down to orlando this summer and go to Disney and Islands of Adventures. Of course, i have been wanting to do this for two summers now and It hasnt happened. But I will make it happen this summer. So who wants to go??? Anyone.. And KATIE WALTERS i hope you read this cause I miss you sooooo much ,really, I want to hang out with you sometime soon. I need a haircut anyone have any cute ideas cause I have no idea what to do with my hair its kind of a mess right now. I had alot of fun this weekend with Kenny and Aaron, We had a slumber party haha and drank a lil. I need more friends that are girls, all my friends besdies Felicia really are guys and sometimes I wish i had a girl to talk to about my problems, Guys dont help out the same at all. I dont understand why I find it so hard to have a relationship with someone, just the thought of being commited to somene freaks me out and i dont understand why because I really want to find someone who makes me happy and I make them happy and all that good shit. :/ It makes me sad sometimes to think that I feel like I will be single and alone forever. maybe i should go gay.
Idk I guess I should pay attention in class now cause I havent listened to anything shes said the whole time i have been in here.