Jun 10, 2005 05:52
Wow, I sent last night with some of the most fabulous people in the world! I had such a blast, one of the best days of the summer so far. It was so simplistic, but so perfect. All it consisted of was tennis, swimming, and late night talks under the stars over milkshakes. I needed this evening more than I knew.
Paige- the most recent friend made of the three. I have learned so much in the short time that I've been able to share. I couldn't ask for a better girl friend to confide in and genuinely enjoy myself with. Never have I had to question my trust with her and I know that I will never have to. i'm so disappointed she's going to college, but so happy and excited at the same time for her to be going to a new place. She's going to have a wonderful time and grow as a person. I can't wait to hear stories and go on the weekend road trips! Paige, I love ya hun! Can't wait for our shopping day!
Zach- Where do I start? We go way back, we've been friends for a while. I love the friendship I have with you. You have always been there for me. From the first day of high school to all sorts of auditions I know you are only a call away. You never fail to have all the right things to say and the maturity to help and teach me along the way. I wouldn't change a thing we have been through. It has only made my trust and love for ya stronger. I can't wait to see what the next years has in store for us. The only thing I know for sure is that I can't do it without you by myside. Zach you are such a special person and a wonderful friend.
John- Once again I'm searching for the perfect words to describe my thoughts and feelings for you. But I've realized there isn't a word great enough to tell you and sum it all up. I never thought it was possible for someone like me to find someone they loved more than anything in the world in their whole lives, let alone while still in high school. I am truly the luckiest girl in the world. I know that other people are skeptical and tell us it'll never work out, you're too young, high school relationships never last, it's not love, it's infatuation, you don't know what love is. But I don't care. Baby, we have heard it all and it just makes us that much stronger. I thank them for it. Every pessimistic word they say only makes me love you that much more. I know they want to fill our heads and bring us down, but we always rise above it and our maturity and experiences let us survive. I am so thankful for you. Over the last year and however many months and days you have made me the happiest I have ever been. You have taught me and helped me to shed my outer exterior and not to care what other people think about me. I have learned to love others with my whole heart and to love myself just as much. You've taught me that there is beauty in the simple things like holding hands and laughing at the little things. Love is a such a extraordinary thing and even if the world is against us and no one believes love still exists, I'll be okay because I have so much love for you. I love you with my entire heart and I know that is enough to get me through anything. I think our love is so special. From teaching me to play tennis, going to a wedding or a funeral, watching movies, a necklace or teddy bear, a note, to picking out all the purple candies because you know I don't like them. To agreeing to do things we don't really like because the smile on the others face is worth everything. I am so glad that we are so close to each other. You have become one of my best friends. I know that I can do and say anything and you'll still love me. I love that you won't think any differently of me if I goof off and act completely stupid. I love how I an confide in you and tell you things I've been scared to utter out loud until now, and how I can trust you wholeheartedly. All and all I just love you. You are my everything baby! That will never change. No matter what you will always have a place in my heart! I love you!
I have learned a valuable lesson. Life doesn't mean anything unless you have the people you care most about to share it with.