Nov 30, 2007 15:59
so they say that you can be anything you want in life and that all your dreams can come true
well i hate that for the most part its not true
i mean how can two people that really like each other and seem to be perfect for each other just manage to always some across problem after problem, and all of this seems to get between the two being happy
ughhh i hate it so much
i hate that i fall for guys so fast so hard and even though it hurts im there like a freakin martyr
as far as the way i wanna look
well lets just say that i was really close then i just ballooned to an enourmous weight and now im kinda getting back on track
with some help of the white girl
hopefully in the next weeks ill lose some more weight!!!!!
god please help me !!!!!!!! if i cant have my other half please at least let me be skinny!!!!!!!!!!!!!