Jun 18, 2004 23:12
I had a good day...got my oil changed in my precious jeep. Went over to the house of Lyle. We ate at Jack in a box, watched 50 first dates, hung out with his mommy, ate some more, went on a walk, had a good talk about everything, and then i came home.
I love you Lyle!
I cried today, ive been really emotional lately. I feel like all of my friends/family have been falling away. Either the people who claim to be my friends are just fake to me or i feel like they dont care a damn about me. But I think God has put me in this position to learn. I need to draw nearer to him, instead of running to people. becuz people let you down. Sad, but true.
EDIT: THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. HAHA.
And people who talk crap...errrrrr. GET A LIFE. please? I seriously dont understand it. Judging and blaming, it's all pretty silly. I've experienced that first hand. I wish everyone could get a long, but that's a joke. Oh well, you sew what you reap.
I plan on moving out of my house soon, just so my lovely sister can have her own room. That should be interesting.
Praying for you all, even you people who are being quite odd right now. haha :)