so maybe I should keep my faith stronger
At this point of time, words fail me.
I can only say, I have already given my best, how can you you you perpetually expecting me to come every single time, I have my own emergencies, I have priorities and currently THIS is not my priority.
I know, this is disappointing to hear.
I hate to lie straight into my face but nonetheless, whenever I go, I know I am truly refreshed but that doesnt outweigh any stress or pressure Im facing right now.
God, do you understand?
I can only say, I have already given my best, how can you you you perpetually expecting me to come every single time, I have my own emergencies, I have priorities and currently THIS is not my priority.
I know, this is disappointing to hear.
I hate to lie straight into my face but nonetheless, whenever I go, I know I am truly refreshed but that doesnt outweigh any stress or pressure Im facing right now.
God, do you understand?