I'm your huckleberry.
I picked up the new H.I.M. cd, Dark Light, it rocks! I got the letter i've been dreading. I did'nt get the apprenticeship. I'm upset, but not so much because I did'nt get the apprenticeship, but because I'm still working my shitty job. I need to start pounding the pavement looking for something else. I just want a job that I don't dread doing. I would love to work in radio, or advertising, but I don't have any experience or a degree. But hell, I'd take almost any job that paid decent right now. It's funny, when I was a kid I wanted to be an astronaut. Then I got a little older, and I wanted to be a rock star. Now all I want is to be a good husband, provider, and hopefully father. I think the last of the three is the hardest of all. I think I'm a good husband, Lisa always tells me I am. If I had a good job, I would be a good provider. And I'm scared to death my kids will be little screw ups. But regardless I'll love them more than anyone ever could.