Feb 13, 2005 11:47
everyone,
i think i'm leading a double life...i'm not sure what i mean by that, but i feel like the things i've been doing lately are so not me, that's the only way i can explain what i'm doing. they're things i wouldn't normally do, and i think that's because i had a midlife crisis or something a few months ago, and i realized i didn't like who i was or what i was doing and where i was headed. so now i'm trying to do things that are a-typical for angie, and it's hurting me, and everyone i love in the process.
i'm not sure what to do about that...
i think this is going to be my last posting. i don't need this thing anymore, i want to talk to people about how i'm feeling instead of writing it and being passive aggressive.
yours,
angie