In her footsteps....Ill do the same.
This summer has been a huge eye-opening experience to say the least. I made alot of misteaks and I am paying for them....keyword there is "I" no one else has to deal the misteaks I made. Everyone who i thought was my friend left me and not quietly but talked shit to...I had people in which I didnt even know and dont even know me bitching me out for something they no little about. I want make everyone aware right now you have no idea how much that effected me I cryed constantly for that shit. I am finnaly getting over it and I really wanna put it behind me......but again that is just one misteak I made this summer.
....Another was not only threw the summer but as well as in school which was letting Dylan come between me and Sarah. And im paying for that too....everyone hated me. Just now poeple are apoligizing.
....The last one I dont feel was a misteak but some do, That is dating andrey. I think that is the best thing i have ever done. Yes that is megans X but I have not been friends with her since the middle of the year, and she talked so much shit about me. Yes at times I felt bad for it but other times I dont becasue she didnt treat him good she cheated on him constantly to my knowledge. Im am not however dating him to get back at her.....I love andrey. Im sry if you think that is a misteak I do not.
......Dylan, Im not going to lie, you made me feel ugly and unattractive. I feel you lead me on but at the same time I was blinded by how much I liked you. I was stupid, i knew nothing would ever happen and I knew it was wrong to persue you but I was stupid. Im sorry. I still feel like being friends with you will be difficult almost impossible, In no way am i attracted to you(making that clear). You did however apologize to me but i am not sure you know what you are saying sorry for....I told many things and asked to you not to tell anyone...personal things and you didnt leisten to me, I dont think you cared. I was stupid for trusting you so fast, I barley knew you. Im sry if any of this was harsh but it is the way I feel.
......Ryan, the only one who stayed my friend threw the entire thing, thank you so much for being a good friend.Thats pretty much the only thing i can say to you, you never proved yourself to be a bad friend to me.
......Ashley, I thought you were one of the sweetest girls i had met this year. I was proved wrong when you said harsh things to me...I understand why you did casue your best friend and me were fighting and you had to take her side. I just hope there wont be tention and drama between us...but again who really knows.
.......Sarah, Im sorry for trying to persue Dylan when i knew how you felt, maybe we can be friends. The only thing i have to say is we should be more honest with eachother about the way we feel. Your right a guy should have not come between us. I was really upset that you dragged tori into it though casue she insulted me and my sister. I am not a whore or a slut neither is my sister. I hope we can can put this in the past.
.......carmon, by chance if you see this I do not know you, you dont not know me Dont talk shit. That aint cool at all.
.......Brittany, I love you so much but If you have a problem plz tell me and not run to mom, you can be honest with me. I dont know why we are fighting but is getting extreamly old.<3
.......Andrey, Im so glad you are in my life I love you so much.<3
Im so if any of this offended anyone of one yall but Its what i had to say.....Im tired sitting back and saying nothing...this is how I really feel. sry.<3<3Amber
....Another was not only threw the summer but as well as in school which was letting Dylan come between me and Sarah. And im paying for that too....everyone hated me. Just now poeple are apoligizing.
....The last one I dont feel was a misteak but some do, That is dating andrey. I think that is the best thing i have ever done. Yes that is megans X but I have not been friends with her since the middle of the year, and she talked so much shit about me. Yes at times I felt bad for it but other times I dont becasue she didnt treat him good she cheated on him constantly to my knowledge. Im am not however dating him to get back at her.....I love andrey. Im sry if you think that is a misteak I do not.
......Dylan, Im not going to lie, you made me feel ugly and unattractive. I feel you lead me on but at the same time I was blinded by how much I liked you. I was stupid, i knew nothing would ever happen and I knew it was wrong to persue you but I was stupid. Im sorry. I still feel like being friends with you will be difficult almost impossible, In no way am i attracted to you(making that clear). You did however apologize to me but i am not sure you know what you are saying sorry for....I told many things and asked to you not to tell anyone...personal things and you didnt leisten to me, I dont think you cared. I was stupid for trusting you so fast, I barley knew you. Im sry if any of this was harsh but it is the way I feel.
......Ryan, the only one who stayed my friend threw the entire thing, thank you so much for being a good friend.Thats pretty much the only thing i can say to you, you never proved yourself to be a bad friend to me.
......Ashley, I thought you were one of the sweetest girls i had met this year. I was proved wrong when you said harsh things to me...I understand why you did casue your best friend and me were fighting and you had to take her side. I just hope there wont be tention and drama between us...but again who really knows.
.......Sarah, Im sorry for trying to persue Dylan when i knew how you felt, maybe we can be friends. The only thing i have to say is we should be more honest with eachother about the way we feel. Your right a guy should have not come between us. I was really upset that you dragged tori into it though casue she insulted me and my sister. I am not a whore or a slut neither is my sister. I hope we can can put this in the past.
.......carmon, by chance if you see this I do not know you, you dont not know me Dont talk shit. That aint cool at all.
.......Brittany, I love you so much but If you have a problem plz tell me and not run to mom, you can be honest with me. I dont know why we are fighting but is getting extreamly old.<3
.......Andrey, Im so glad you are in my life I love you so much.<3
Im so if any of this offended anyone of one yall but Its what i had to say.....Im tired sitting back and saying nothing...this is how I really feel. sry.<3<3Amber