god wtf did u do with me?
ive been feeling rele depressed lately, ever since i got back from upnorth with my cuz ive been feeling like lifeless, like hopeless, a "whats the point?" feeling so to speak. i want a relationship, i want a girl friend, for some reason i just feel the need for someone to give me something to worry about, like i need some sort of confilct in life or to be loved or liked by a girl. im just tired of feeling alone all the time, even when im with people that are my friends i still for some reason jsut feel like im alone, like i shouldnt be there but somewhere else.....i gotta stop bein a pussyshit and just start opening my mouth, not be afraid to push the emotional limit....start haveing a who gives a fuck feeling.