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i know theres no other way i can say it. if said in person, it wont be heard, i know this all to well, part of the reason why i dont speak my mind that much, cuz no one will listin.
So here it goes. i dont rele feel like im a friend to much of anyone. Nobody wants to talk to me about their problems or let me help them. all i feel like is a shoufer. im just there to drive people. Id like to know what the hell is it that makes me a friend if all i do is drive. nobody calls me about shit, just for a ride. i have to find out later about confilcts or in the middle of a convo and be like what?!
So tell me, what good am i?
hell i dont even know why i bother to write here its pointless.....
So here it goes. i dont rele feel like im a friend to much of anyone. Nobody wants to talk to me about their problems or let me help them. all i feel like is a shoufer. im just there to drive people. Id like to know what the hell is it that makes me a friend if all i do is drive. nobody calls me about shit, just for a ride. i have to find out later about confilcts or in the middle of a convo and be like what?!
So tell me, what good am i?
hell i dont even know why i bother to write here its pointless.....