love hurts....

[brettunia]

So let me drown so I can breathe again
I’m through choking and suffocating
on alter egos and alterior motives
which weigh you down and take control of
the way you are and the things that you need
the life you live and the dreams that you dream
distort and blur all in slow motion
they broke you down and now you're broken
and it’s sadder than the saddest movie
I ever saw but with out the beauty
so I stopped watching, I stopped caring
I lost all interest and I stopped wearing
these plastic smiles I’ll wash my hands clean
I'll forget that you forgot about me
and I’ll live the life, the big city feeling
cause it’s better than suburban dreaming
Living off the friends that hate you
who talk shit on me
like I don't know who my real friends are
anymore no I don’t know you anymore
and it’s sadder than the saddest movie
I ever saw but without the beauty
so I'll stopped watching, I'll stopped caring