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Tonight I will be spending the night in Pittsburg, KS for work. My dad was spending the night in Pittsburg, KS for work. That's where he died. I could potentially be staying in the same hotel. Potentially the same room. Whatever the case, I will be in the city of my dad's final resting place. I'm freaking out. I don't want to go, but I felt like work would think I'm being unreasonable to not go, so I'm going to go. I hope I don't die too. I already have serious issues about thinking I'm going to die every single day. Tonight will be a long night.