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Jul 19, 2006 15:10

Looking to become an oppressive dictator?? NandoFix

Ever wanted to sail the seven seas?? NandoFix

Feel like your toes have swiched places with your spleen?? NandoFix

Just finished watching 3 hours of Jerry Springer?? NandoFix

Didn't have enough time to shoot the janitor as well?? NandoFix

Recently found out that the jar of pickles wasn't what it seems?? NandoFix

Hello all. Well, now that i have a spare half an hour on the internet, i thought
that i'd, you know, make an absurd journal entry.

Well as some of you know i'm in a shit situation right now. What, with the looking for
a new job and debts to pay off. So i guess i've got to get my life back into some kind of order, which isn't going to be easy. So hurrah to me! Aw well, i guess i have no one to
blame except myself. It just seems that every time i finally climb my way out of one hole
i fall straight back into another one. Too bad, i say. I'll learn one day.. hopefully.

This is just depressing. Sitting here alone at the mooroolbark library, surrounded by people
who have nothing to do except come here. I feel like i should be doing something so much better. Then the thought passes that maybe this is all i'm ever going to be. A delinquent, sitting here, alone at the library as the old people shuffle by. A wasted life, once so full of dreams and aspirations, now stuck without any hope of escape.

I think i should probably go home soon, it's almost 3:30. I wonder what's for dinner? Doesn't matter really. I think after this entry, i'll go and check the bus times, have a cigarette and head off.

Bye
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