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Its all a little overwhelming. Seriously, to see you and to feel you. And to know you see me and feel me. Its all a little overwhelming.
Not that overwhelming is a bad thing, because this is the best feeling I have felt in 4 years. You give me peace and quite while holding me at night. And we party all weekend, because thats something we have in common.
The first weekend after you said those words to me, two nights in a row you told me I was incredible. It was the first time anyone has ever said that, out of all those guys, you were the first and only. I didnt tell anyone else, until now that is, because it was my special moment, our special moment. I didnt want anyone to ruin it. I loved knowing that I made you nervous in one swift movement, because you make me nervous all the time.
Not that nervous is a bad thing, because it is the best kind of nervous I have ever felt. It is the butterflies in the stomach, aching when you arent around, loving every moment that you are. Its the love kind of nervous that makes this amazing.
Amazing even when you and I arent getting along. Even when Erin calls you a dumb-ass. And I tell her I need to get away from you. Because the only thing that would hurt more than losing you, is leaving you. And I just dont think I could ever want/need to.
We are going to do this OUR way, and in the end either we will hear "I told you so." or we will be saying "HA, we got here and you were wrong."
I like to think its going to be the latter. Lets make prove them all wrong! <3
Not that overwhelming is a bad thing, because this is the best feeling I have felt in 4 years. You give me peace and quite while holding me at night. And we party all weekend, because thats something we have in common.
The first weekend after you said those words to me, two nights in a row you told me I was incredible. It was the first time anyone has ever said that, out of all those guys, you were the first and only. I didnt tell anyone else, until now that is, because it was my special moment, our special moment. I didnt want anyone to ruin it. I loved knowing that I made you nervous in one swift movement, because you make me nervous all the time.
Not that nervous is a bad thing, because it is the best kind of nervous I have ever felt. It is the butterflies in the stomach, aching when you arent around, loving every moment that you are. Its the love kind of nervous that makes this amazing.
Amazing even when you and I arent getting along. Even when Erin calls you a dumb-ass. And I tell her I need to get away from you. Because the only thing that would hurt more than losing you, is leaving you. And I just dont think I could ever want/need to.
We are going to do this OUR way, and in the end either we will hear "I told you so." or we will be saying "HA, we got here and you were wrong."
I like to think its going to be the latter. Lets make prove them all wrong! <3