Aug 13, 2006 01:00
What is it going to take for my heart to be complete? Well I have realized that my heart is not inside me anymore. Its been in someone elses hands for a long time now. I only thing is I thought that it would be safe there. Its not. Somehow it keeps getting bruised and pieces are falling off of it. I kinda want it back. Maybe this is the reason why I cant find anyone else that last more then a week. My heart isnt there for me to give away or really let someone try and grab it from me.
When I talked to James tonight I told him I deserve better, that I deserve for someone to treat me like a princess. And I keep thinking that one day this stealer of my heart might either return or start treating it the way it is suppose to be treated. Maybe put it in a pretty box up on a high shelf to be saved and safe.
Thats all I need is to be saved and safe.
"You're taking up all the space in my head with all the things that we could do, and all the things that could be said. It's hard for me to try and understand the way I feel about you and the way it made me feel to hold your hand." - MXPX
"All my friends say I should leave you alone, you've got a heart like stone and a wandering eye, and I know that they're right. I could make up my mind not to see you again, but you move through my dreams like the wind, it's no good to pretend that it won't happen again, because it'll happen again. Some fools never learn, and baby I tried but I'm just not that strong, yes I knew all along, but that's not enough, I was falling in love."
"If I had one wish, boy, I'd wish you next to me, and it could be summer, fall or spring boy, cause you make my heart sing. I wanna give you my heart, my soul, my love to you. Cause everyday I'm not with you, I'm missing you, like crazy."