Today we have no fear.
Welcome everyone to the life and times of Brettan-Re'.
Objective: To let everyone know, I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU THINK.
Purpose: There has been so many things going on in my head the last two days and I am done with it.
Ok to be honest I dont really know what I mean by all that, what I do know is that I have figured alot out just sitting by myself these past two days. I am in love with someone. So deeply in love it hurts. Its that can't eat, can't sleep, reach for the stars, over the fence, world series kinda love. The kind where I dream about them every night, and I dont want to wake up bc I know when I do they wont be right beside me. And the other thing that confuses me is that I want to be single. I am having a blast being single right now. I am being me right now. And bc I know I cant be with this one person right now I am happy being on my own. And yes I love to go out and flirt with guys and I love going out and meeting new people, but thats no a crime. Thats how I think most almost 21 year old should be. Why be serious with someone Im not going to marry, why not just have fun.
But that fun will no longer be including sex. There might be making out, but Brettan is now having sex for a while. Because whats the point, now watching with you are going through with weather or not you are the father of this unborn child. Why would I want to put someone through that, and also why would I want to put myself through that. I have enough to deal with, so NO NO NO Brettan is taking a leave of abscence from the world of being a nymph!
Objective: To let everyone know, I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU THINK.
Purpose: There has been so many things going on in my head the last two days and I am done with it.
Ok to be honest I dont really know what I mean by all that, what I do know is that I have figured alot out just sitting by myself these past two days. I am in love with someone. So deeply in love it hurts. Its that can't eat, can't sleep, reach for the stars, over the fence, world series kinda love. The kind where I dream about them every night, and I dont want to wake up bc I know when I do they wont be right beside me. And the other thing that confuses me is that I want to be single. I am having a blast being single right now. I am being me right now. And bc I know I cant be with this one person right now I am happy being on my own. And yes I love to go out and flirt with guys and I love going out and meeting new people, but thats no a crime. Thats how I think most almost 21 year old should be. Why be serious with someone Im not going to marry, why not just have fun.
But that fun will no longer be including sex. There might be making out, but Brettan is now having sex for a while. Because whats the point, now watching with you are going through with weather or not you are the father of this unborn child. Why would I want to put someone through that, and also why would I want to put myself through that. I have enough to deal with, so NO NO NO Brettan is taking a leave of abscence from the world of being a nymph!