The millionth one

Jun 29, 2006 15:02

So there is another boy. a newer boy. And come on now. all who will read this will think, NOTHING WILL EVER HAPPEN. there is something wrong with me. But for the first time in a long time I feel complete enough with myself to add the addition of another person. Before it was filling a void in me i thought i needed to fill. That woid seems to be gone now and so maybe this time I can find someone who loves me for me.
Everyone thought we slept together bc we slept in the same bed. Well I liked him before we "slept" together, and I still like him now. And nothing happened. Direct Quote from me. "WE DIDNT EVEN KISS". we were drunk and talking and we fell asleep. But it felt right you know? it felt real.
So this weekend we will see what happens, are we going to hang out...I hope so. Are we going to end up really liking eachother to start dating...who knows, but i would like it to happen.
He is no someone I have to fix, and thats new to me. so we will see if it will all work out in the end.
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