6 months
God, who would have thought that 6 months would go by so fasat, and I still would not have come to terms with the fact that they only man who played the daddy role (weather he was good at it or not) would be gone for this long. I still dont know what to think, what to say when people find out that he is gone. I mean some of his old friends are now finding out. The Im sorrys i still dont know what to say to them back. Brielle isnt any better than she was, i think its only hitting her harder, she is getting so hard to read, so distant from the rest of us. Brandyn shows no emotion so knowing whats going on with her is hard too.
To say i dont miss him would be false, and i havent drempt about him since he died and i did this morning. it was so real, i could see him the strong man I knew once!...i need to call my mom and let her know because I cant deal with all of this.
Plus the fact that my best friend cant stand me, its too much for me to handle!
goodbye
To say i dont miss him would be false, and i havent drempt about him since he died and i did this morning. it was so real, i could see him the strong man I knew once!...i need to call my mom and let her know because I cant deal with all of this.
Plus the fact that my best friend cant stand me, its too much for me to handle!
goodbye