Re: Life and its trial and tribulations!
I dont know how to begin a journal. I should probably just dive right into it. Whats on my mind right now? Christmas - and not the i love jesus sort of thoughts but the i love my family and i cant wait to see them. Its going to be a dark cold winter which means a cold dark mood that i will be in for the winter so i know seeing my family can help make the winter less painful.
I had a great talk with Maggie today - its awesome to find a friend that can not always relate to you but understand you all the same. Its rare to find that and someone people never get to experience what a best friend is really like. I talk a lot about how I cant wait to get out of Marblehead and how i know down the road i wont talk to 99% of my class when i leave for college - ill gain better friendships; however, I'm never going to lose touch with Maggie, i wouldnt know how to.
I have had a bad feeling all day and I dont know why I keep thinking something bad is going to happen which i am usually acurate about but i have ahd this feeling all day and nothing has happened - maybe i'm just anxious though i haven't figured out about what yet.
Ive been working out more often especially for my shoulders. Sometimes i sit at the piano too long and they start to ache so I am thinking the muscles are too weak and need strengthening - i can feel a difference unless I'm just imagining things.
I can't wait until my college buddies come home - I definitly need some quality time with them i miss them like crazy!!!
you know you love me -
Nikkers
I had a great talk with Maggie today - its awesome to find a friend that can not always relate to you but understand you all the same. Its rare to find that and someone people never get to experience what a best friend is really like. I talk a lot about how I cant wait to get out of Marblehead and how i know down the road i wont talk to 99% of my class when i leave for college - ill gain better friendships; however, I'm never going to lose touch with Maggie, i wouldnt know how to.
I have had a bad feeling all day and I dont know why I keep thinking something bad is going to happen which i am usually acurate about but i have ahd this feeling all day and nothing has happened - maybe i'm just anxious though i haven't figured out about what yet.
Ive been working out more often especially for my shoulders. Sometimes i sit at the piano too long and they start to ache so I am thinking the muscles are too weak and need strengthening - i can feel a difference unless I'm just imagining things.
I can't wait until my college buddies come home - I definitly need some quality time with them i miss them like crazy!!!
you know you love me -
Nikkers