worrying and elections
Ello ello
yes I am pretending to be british. Deal with it :P
This month has quickly become the worry month. Paycheque has decreased now, cause a month ago my shifts decreased, its the last month of live racing, they are starting to train me as Director, and my bank wants to talk to me.
..... i'm scared.
I need to find a job for November, so I can pay my rent in December, and so on and so forth. Either that or I need assurances that I can get enough money with Simulcast shifts and unemployment (or welfare or whatever I may be eligable for) to make it till May.
I am scared of directing. I am learning how to now, and if everything always stays un-broken, then I should be okay. But working here for my third year now, I know that is not the case. The only thing that is keeping me sane is that the current director told me that he had never had any training and was just thrown in, and he had to learn all the problem solving on the fly. That calms me and freaks me out all at once, cause I dont want to do that stuff on the fly, but if he can do it, so can I.
And my bank wants to talk to me. And aparently its urgent. What does that mean? Do they just want to continue my Visa card (it expires next month) or are they going to tell me that I have a horrible credit rating (wouldn't supprise me) and they are going to black list me forever. Do they want to take me off their precious Unlimitied Chequing account? Cause I likes that accouct type, and it means I can use my debit card for everything. Or are they just going to lecture me on living paycheque to paycheque... though I dont think they have the right to do that.
All in all, I think this month is for worrying. Which is not good for me. It means more headaches, less eating, and more tears.
In other words, today was election day. And it looks like the Liberals are going to win. You know what I would have liked to know before I voted? That the Liberal Candidate in our region has had a seat in the house for the LONGEST amount of time. That makes me feel like my vote was useless. Its freaking high-school politics all over again. Well everyone likes this guy, and he has been doing this job for like ever, so who cares about the issues, lets just vote for him, he is going to win anyways. AARGH.
I guess its good I didnt vote for him. Can't let his fat head get too much fatter with more votes.
yes I am pretending to be british. Deal with it :P
This month has quickly become the worry month. Paycheque has decreased now, cause a month ago my shifts decreased, its the last month of live racing, they are starting to train me as Director, and my bank wants to talk to me.
..... i'm scared.
I need to find a job for November, so I can pay my rent in December, and so on and so forth. Either that or I need assurances that I can get enough money with Simulcast shifts and unemployment (or welfare or whatever I may be eligable for) to make it till May.
I am scared of directing. I am learning how to now, and if everything always stays un-broken, then I should be okay. But working here for my third year now, I know that is not the case. The only thing that is keeping me sane is that the current director told me that he had never had any training and was just thrown in, and he had to learn all the problem solving on the fly. That calms me and freaks me out all at once, cause I dont want to do that stuff on the fly, but if he can do it, so can I.
And my bank wants to talk to me. And aparently its urgent. What does that mean? Do they just want to continue my Visa card (it expires next month) or are they going to tell me that I have a horrible credit rating (wouldn't supprise me) and they are going to black list me forever. Do they want to take me off their precious Unlimitied Chequing account? Cause I likes that accouct type, and it means I can use my debit card for everything. Or are they just going to lecture me on living paycheque to paycheque... though I dont think they have the right to do that.
All in all, I think this month is for worrying. Which is not good for me. It means more headaches, less eating, and more tears.
In other words, today was election day. And it looks like the Liberals are going to win. You know what I would have liked to know before I voted? That the Liberal Candidate in our region has had a seat in the house for the LONGEST amount of time. That makes me feel like my vote was useless. Its freaking high-school politics all over again. Well everyone likes this guy, and he has been doing this job for like ever, so who cares about the issues, lets just vote for him, he is going to win anyways. AARGH.
I guess its good I didnt vote for him. Can't let his fat head get too much fatter with more votes.