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So I sit. Here at work. A week and a day till my 22 birthday (yay!), a week and two days till Chewy goes away (*big fat sloppy tears*)
I am watching Interview with a Vampire, well not watching, just gots it on while I type I guess. BTW Caitlin, I borrowed it.
Its back to school time and the first time in ever, I am not back to school. It hasnt hit me yet. I think it will when the weather gets colder. I will feel like I am supposed to be working on a project or something. I am going to miss college. I made a lot of good friends there. Friends that were just as off-centre as I am. Friends who I could sit down and play Super Mario Bros 3 compleatly through twice in one night with to try to uncover a secret mode, but never actually doing it. Oh and gunna miss the learnin too.
I find now that everyone is way too busy. Or when I am not busy everyone else is. This shouldnt supprise me cause I am almost always busy, and my weekend is in the middle of the week. However, what I am trying to get at here is that noone is online anymore. It used to be that I had this big online group of friends that I would talk to all the time. Back at the end of highschool and beginning of college. I took a break to be with new college friends and when I came back noone was there.
Thats probably me just being selfish. Hoping that all my friends that I turned to when I was lonely would still be there when now I am lonely again. It just kind of sucks. Most of my good friends disappearing around the same time. Or maybe the online ones disappeared long before the college ones and I only just noticed.
I really dont know what to do with my free time anymore. Mike is busy with his online written rpg most of the time, and I get way too bored quickly on the internet. Maybe thats why I dont care about taking all the shifts I can, beats doing nothing at home. I could just come here and do nothing and get paid for it. What kind of sucks is now I have 2 days a week off, therefore 1 more day that I have to try and fill and not just let pass me by in boredom.
Hows that for me just sitting down and typing what came to mind? Weird eh? I can try and try and try to write something of importance, but when I just sit and type about nothing, thats when I type the most. That frustrates me to no end. And i could start to type about how I have nothing to write about... but thats a subject I have exausted.
So Yay for all you readers who now have a better post by me than my last mopey one.
Bre
I am watching Interview with a Vampire, well not watching, just gots it on while I type I guess. BTW Caitlin, I borrowed it.
Its back to school time and the first time in ever, I am not back to school. It hasnt hit me yet. I think it will when the weather gets colder. I will feel like I am supposed to be working on a project or something. I am going to miss college. I made a lot of good friends there. Friends that were just as off-centre as I am. Friends who I could sit down and play Super Mario Bros 3 compleatly through twice in one night with to try to uncover a secret mode, but never actually doing it. Oh and gunna miss the learnin too.
I find now that everyone is way too busy. Or when I am not busy everyone else is. This shouldnt supprise me cause I am almost always busy, and my weekend is in the middle of the week. However, what I am trying to get at here is that noone is online anymore. It used to be that I had this big online group of friends that I would talk to all the time. Back at the end of highschool and beginning of college. I took a break to be with new college friends and when I came back noone was there.
Thats probably me just being selfish. Hoping that all my friends that I turned to when I was lonely would still be there when now I am lonely again. It just kind of sucks. Most of my good friends disappearing around the same time. Or maybe the online ones disappeared long before the college ones and I only just noticed.
I really dont know what to do with my free time anymore. Mike is busy with his online written rpg most of the time, and I get way too bored quickly on the internet. Maybe thats why I dont care about taking all the shifts I can, beats doing nothing at home. I could just come here and do nothing and get paid for it. What kind of sucks is now I have 2 days a week off, therefore 1 more day that I have to try and fill and not just let pass me by in boredom.
Hows that for me just sitting down and typing what came to mind? Weird eh? I can try and try and try to write something of importance, but when I just sit and type about nothing, thats when I type the most. That frustrates me to no end. And i could start to type about how I have nothing to write about... but thats a subject I have exausted.
So Yay for all you readers who now have a better post by me than my last mopey one.
Bre