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tuesday evening. the final tuesday of this semester of school. it has been a really good semester actually, not just because of school. bethy and i got together. i got a job that i actually like. i got to see tori amos. pedro the lion. john vanderslice. i discovered tugboat annie. the dismemberment plan. sparta. i got every eels album. i watched some wonderful movies. le trou. seven samurai. i re-read the first six foxtrot treasuries.
i feel genuinely happy. like i very rarely do. its a combination of everything, i think. though i do want to get out of this house sometimes. okay a lot of the time. but i know my parents put up with a lot of my shit. and they feed me and stuff. so its not as bad as it could be.
i'm talking to heather again. making me realize how much i missed talking to her. she still makes me feel far below her ability to put thoughts on paper.
i feel genuinely happy. like i very rarely do. its a combination of everything, i think. though i do want to get out of this house sometimes. okay a lot of the time. but i know my parents put up with a lot of my shit. and they feed me and stuff. so its not as bad as it could be.
i'm talking to heather again. making me realize how much i missed talking to her. she still makes me feel far below her ability to put thoughts on paper.