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I get tired of apoligizing for my entrys,
but this one is to remind myself that those we love can do some pretty awful things...
I am right now so close to the razors edge of my existance ...and why ?
Because my whole world has been nothing but a lie ,what i thought was love...didnt ever even exist,It was just a young girl fucking with my head and heart.(cruel yes )but the only thing close ive had for 10 years...
fatherhood .HAH
its so fucking overrated ..heres what fatherhood seems like for me
Pay some woman you cant stand 975 dollars a month to teach your child to hate you for 2 weeks at a time,then when they get to be teenagers and they have problems blame it on dad.( buy them a house and a car too) just dont ever do anything to embarrass them,actually a cash machine would make a way better father than myself .(and a better husband
If you cant tell ive kind of lost my will and my way ,I just dont care about anyone or anything today,
but this one is to remind myself that those we love can do some pretty awful things...
I am right now so close to the razors edge of my existance ...and why ?
Because my whole world has been nothing but a lie ,what i thought was love...didnt ever even exist,It was just a young girl fucking with my head and heart.(cruel yes )but the only thing close ive had for 10 years...
fatherhood .HAH
its so fucking overrated ..heres what fatherhood seems like for me
Pay some woman you cant stand 975 dollars a month to teach your child to hate you for 2 weeks at a time,then when they get to be teenagers and they have problems blame it on dad.( buy them a house and a car too) just dont ever do anything to embarrass them,actually a cash machine would make a way better father than myself .(and a better husband
If you cant tell ive kind of lost my will and my way ,I just dont care about anyone or anything today,