Good to know that if I ever need attention all I have to do is die

Feb 10, 2005 15:59

It's sad but true

Last night I watched the movie "The Notebook," probably the best love movie I've ever seen.
I'm that kinda guy, I like a good love movie. One that makes you really think about who you're with or who you want to be with.

Lately I've had like 5 people I consider good friends ask me why I hate them. I don't know what to think about that. I love them, and now they're beginning to not like me because something has changed. Some have been asking why we haven't been talking much anymore and it's like everything is the same! I don't get it.

You know how almost everyone has about 4 friends that they always hang out with every weekend? I want that. I used to have that but 2 of them are in relationships now (not complaining but you have to admit things are misteriously not the same at all) and it's just not the same with the other 2 anymore. We can pretend to fix things but it will never happen. I hate it.
I've tried to make things work with other people but they don't seem to like that idea. Or she's always busy with her other 3. Exactly.

Okay I blieve you but my tommy gun don't

English is a lot of fun with Jesse, Mike, and Mike. haha we act so stupid, it's hilarious. I really miss having Jenna there. Actually. I miss Jenna out of English too.

I love music.

I don't care about you or your friends anymore.

I don't think I care about anyone, including myself.

Everyone's mad at me.

That talk we had a lunch; it's not what you think.

I have no direction.

I think I'm going to pick up a bad drinking habit, and when you break my heart again, I will drink myself to death.

You're using all your looks that you've thrown from the start.
If you let me have my way, I swear I'll tear you apart.
Cause it's all you can be.
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