Aug 30, 2008 19:27
I feel a lot more than I do.
It's upsetting. I feel myself moving in the right direction, but I don't seem to be moving at all.
I feel hopeless a bit. I don't know exactly what to do. I usually tell people who feel hopeless to just do something, but I feel time is of the essence so I don't want to screw it up. I despise sitting around waiting for the next event to come about. Plans sound good until they take too long to get going and I become listless.
I am listless. I tried searching the self help books at the book store the other day. Came up dry. Everyone seemed to be trying to sell me something that I wasn't interested in buying.
Maybe I'm just having a moment of relative ... repose?