Oct 17, 2006 01:08
yea yea, entertainmentless.
question for you - when does it get cold in san marcos texas?
i dont know why i'm updating. there's realy nothing to update.
i had a crush on a boy. i'd say it was a sizable one.
it flopped. belly up. as they usually do. i guess it's no big deal though, cuz i'm not really that upset about it.
i usually get pretty tore up about these things, but i'm surprisingly calm. it's like i already forgot about it.
maybe i'm just selfish right now, maybe it was just a lusty wishful thinking. maybe he sucked at kissing and it really bothered me more than i realized. hopefully i'm not that shallow.
in any case, i think i usually know when it's going to flop. i get the feeling it's too good - too good to be true, like i'm putting the puzzle together the way i want to and leaving out the tragically flawed pieces. i know they're missing, but its fun to admire the puzzle without those pieces for awhile. then when they finally work their way in we can all say 'ahhh, yes, it could've been great".
onward to the next adventure.