Euphoria?
Alright. So, I'm drivng to school today and I started thinking about my classes and suddenly this overwhelming feeling of euphoria (or at the very least happiness) came over me. I guess it was my body's way of telling me that it likes school and it likes actually having read material for once. Either that or euphoria is a side effect of ritalin, or I got one happy pill in my batch of focusy pills.
I'm thinking natural happiness is more likely because ritalin has never done anything other than intensify the effects of alchohol and make me more uptight.
Today was wonderful. Nothing amazing happened, but nothing awful happened either.
I had great conversations with two redheads in Tech Writing. The first, Priscilla, was someone i'd talked to before and it was a friendly and greatly amusing conversation. She seems to value me as a friend even though we just met recently and I don't have a problem with that. Apparetnly, last class I asked the teacher if I could do a proposal on removing the GATE from my GATED community. However, Priscilla heard that I live in a GAY community. She made this much funnier by saying "I had no idea they had communities where they all lived together." I was glad that she told me that I don't seem gay at all to her. She really seems to enjoy it when I ask her about her appearance and such. It's really fun.
The other rehead, Emily, is apparently room mates with Lydia Jones. Lydia is a girl I knew in high school. I always liked how bold she was even though getting to see her bold side usually meant she had to spend 5-10 minutes telling me why everything I think is worng. She was brilliant and had a great talent for not letting me get a single word in. For some reason, I've always admired her. Lydia never seemed to like me much, and for good reason I wasn't all that likable in high school. I was less secure but much more arrogant and I always spoke my mind no matter how misinformed my opinion was.
Emily, on the other hand, seems very diferent from Lydia, but equally fascinating if not more so. She's smart, friendly, carries herself well, and is so attractive that she would still be gorgeous if she had terrible posture. The friendly part really sets her apart from Lydia.
I don't really see a more than friendship relationship with any of these girls, but I sure had fun just talking to them.
I'm thinking natural happiness is more likely because ritalin has never done anything other than intensify the effects of alchohol and make me more uptight.
Today was wonderful. Nothing amazing happened, but nothing awful happened either.
I had great conversations with two redheads in Tech Writing. The first, Priscilla, was someone i'd talked to before and it was a friendly and greatly amusing conversation. She seems to value me as a friend even though we just met recently and I don't have a problem with that. Apparetnly, last class I asked the teacher if I could do a proposal on removing the GATE from my GATED community. However, Priscilla heard that I live in a GAY community. She made this much funnier by saying "I had no idea they had communities where they all lived together." I was glad that she told me that I don't seem gay at all to her. She really seems to enjoy it when I ask her about her appearance and such. It's really fun.
The other rehead, Emily, is apparently room mates with Lydia Jones. Lydia is a girl I knew in high school. I always liked how bold she was even though getting to see her bold side usually meant she had to spend 5-10 minutes telling me why everything I think is worng. She was brilliant and had a great talent for not letting me get a single word in. For some reason, I've always admired her. Lydia never seemed to like me much, and for good reason I wasn't all that likable in high school. I was less secure but much more arrogant and I always spoke my mind no matter how misinformed my opinion was.
Emily, on the other hand, seems very diferent from Lydia, but equally fascinating if not more so. She's smart, friendly, carries herself well, and is so attractive that she would still be gorgeous if she had terrible posture. The friendly part really sets her apart from Lydia.
I don't really see a more than friendship relationship with any of these girls, but I sure had fun just talking to them.