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I never thought I would ever in my life say this but....
I resent you to no end.
What happened to everything I did for you? Did they do nearly half as much as I did? No. When you could barely breathe because the pain had its hands around your throat so tight, were they there holding you, helping you breathe life again? No. When all you wanted was to had fun, did they share every last aspect of who they were? No. When all you needed was someone to listen to everything in your heart, did they lend you an ear? No. Did they hold in every last pain and tear just so all the lights were on you? No. Did they forget what really mattered to them so your life could be straightened out? No. Did they cry when they heard everyone in your life treated you like dirt? No. Because they never tried half as hard as me and they didn't give a quarter of what I gave. With nothing more then occasional acknowledgment, a trigger to my head would be more convient right now. I was fucking crying and all you cared about was yourself. How can you call yourself my friend? How can you say you care about me? Maybe if I was bleeding to death, maybe then you would realize I need fucking support too. Tell me of a time I let you fall. Remind me of the hour I let you crash by yourself. &For this I'll tell you how much you let me down.
I resent you to no end.
What happened to everything I did for you? Did they do nearly half as much as I did? No. When you could barely breathe because the pain had its hands around your throat so tight, were they there holding you, helping you breathe life again? No. When all you wanted was to had fun, did they share every last aspect of who they were? No. When all you needed was someone to listen to everything in your heart, did they lend you an ear? No. Did they hold in every last pain and tear just so all the lights were on you? No. Did they forget what really mattered to them so your life could be straightened out? No. Did they cry when they heard everyone in your life treated you like dirt? No. Because they never tried half as hard as me and they didn't give a quarter of what I gave. With nothing more then occasional acknowledgment, a trigger to my head would be more convient right now. I was fucking crying and all you cared about was yourself. How can you call yourself my friend? How can you say you care about me? Maybe if I was bleeding to death, maybe then you would realize I need fucking support too. Tell me of a time I let you fall. Remind me of the hour I let you crash by yourself. &For this I'll tell you how much you let me down.