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So, I have to face it. I'm lonely. I hate the fact that every girl who claimed to love me was lying and really loved someone else. I hate the fact that girls only dated me to have a good time. And I hate the fact that if I do the same to them, I'd be a pig.
You all can go to hell.
And you people who HAVE actual love and then take it for granted can join them. I would die for just a little bit of actual romantic love, instead of being everybody's favorite toy.
The weird thing is, no girl has said I was a bad date or a bad boyfriend, but said I was a great guy and they had fun with me.
Because that's so comforting. I'm a great enough guy to get used and then given some half-assed excuse for why you did it.
So am I allowed to feel this way? Am I allowed to be so lonely and admit it? Or is it not manly enough?
I don't give a damn. I want to be loved.
And one more thing, if I'm such a great guy, how do I always end up alone and hurt? Isn't the truth more like, "Brenden's a horrible person"? I'm back where I was before, if I'm such a great person, why do the users and bitches end up with everything they want?
You all can go to hell.
And you people who HAVE actual love and then take it for granted can join them. I would die for just a little bit of actual romantic love, instead of being everybody's favorite toy.
The weird thing is, no girl has said I was a bad date or a bad boyfriend, but said I was a great guy and they had fun with me.
Because that's so comforting. I'm a great enough guy to get used and then given some half-assed excuse for why you did it.
So am I allowed to feel this way? Am I allowed to be so lonely and admit it? Or is it not manly enough?
I don't give a damn. I want to be loved.
And one more thing, if I'm such a great guy, how do I always end up alone and hurt? Isn't the truth more like, "Brenden's a horrible person"? I'm back where I was before, if I'm such a great person, why do the users and bitches end up with everything they want?