The paradox of me
There are things I like about being an aspers and things I don't. One is I go more by reason than emotions. Generally this gives me a clearer perspective on things. But it also means I have a harder time making connections with other people. For instance, I've been told that I'm too nice and I don't understand what people mean by it. I treat people as I want to be treatef and how I was rasised to treat others. It's not that I don't have emotions, it's just that they don't dominate my thinking. I think my biggest emotion is worry, not for myself on a whole but for people I care about. It's weird and hard to explain. Every once in a while I wish I was normal then I watch how others act and thank God I'm not normal. I'm just me, and others will take me as I am or not. This one of tyhe best thing about being aspers,I get to decide what I'm worth and not any one else.