May 20, 2005 19:13
The trip to baltimore was awesome. We left at 4:30 in the morning, got up there at about 9ish. We pull in the parking lot and there are people getting all kinds of fucked up EVERYWHERE!!! At 9:00 in the morning! We get in around 10:30 and the party starts. I got to see everyone I wanted to see. Coldplay was second to last and the Foo Fighters were the headliner. They were great. It started to rain for a while, but we didn't care. Everyone was soaking wet. But we didn't care, it had been super hot all day so the rain felt good. But then it started to lightneing and they told everyone to go inside. So we're all inside hoping that the show won't get cancelled. And sure enough, it didn't! The rain completely stopped and it was a great night. After that we left and drove back home. We got home at like 5:00 in the morning and I must have slept until 4. But it was all worth it.
Work was good this week. I stayed busy all week long and I should be getting a pretty good paycheck.
I am going to take my stateboard test on Monday so wish me luck!!! I'm kinda nervous, but I do well under pressure, so I'm not all that worried.
This month has been one big emotional roller coaster for me.
Brian and I have comepletely broken up and he is moving out. I hope we can still be friends after all this is over. Sometimes I miss him, other times I feel like it was the right thing to do. It just sucks that he is hurting and there is nothing I can do. I guess its something only time will fix.
One of my best friends isn't talking to me anymore, and for why? I don't quite understand. I know that I forgot about her on her birthday and all, but I've been trying to make up for it. Now I think she won't talk to me b/c I've been hanging out with this guy Joe alot. And I don't quite understand why she is mad. I try to call her and talk to her, but she keeps ignoring me. I just wish that she would call me so I could understand. Sometimes I just don't get girls. I don't quite understand some guys either. There was this one, who I thought we'd be pretty good friends and now I don't know what the deal is. I don't know if he thinks I want a boyfriend or if he was just being friendly cause he wanted some ass. I guess I'll never know. Whats up with people ignoring other people these days? I like to be straight forward and let people know what the deal is, weather its good or bad. Oh well, such is life. I just suck it up and deal with it.