why is life so damn complicating???
Today was weird...I talked to a friend that I haven't talked to in a while and it was nice. Weird but nice. I miss this person alot. He's so freaking sweet and funny. I like the kid. Not in as I like him and want to be with him but when we talk or when we're together...it's the best. I always have a good time. I guess it's just a feeling and it will go away. It has to. I love Andy to much! But to add on to all of the stress...I have to get a job before I start school. I have 14 days left and I'm getting nowhere. My parents are driving me crazy and all it's doing is putting more stress on me and then them because we will argue about it so why can't they just leave me alone? They know I'm trying to get one but NOOO!!! They still have to bitch about it. I'm so ready to just pack up and leave. I want to go live with my brother soooo bad. I hate Florida, I have nothing down here for me anymore besides the couple close friends I have and my boyfriend but besides that....I don't care about anything down here. It sucks here. But hopefully after I start school things will change. And in a years I'll move to my own place. Then I'll be happy and can do whatever I want with whoever I want. Not like I cant now but still no parents. Well I gotta go...I just got my self in a whole lot of trouble with someone and I have to go dig my grave. TTYS hopefully!!