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I went to the beach today. I have never felt so fat and disgustingly inferior in my life. I'm so white and all my friends are so tan and tall and skinny while I'm short and fat. I hate having big boobs and thunder thighs. All of my friends are small and I just feel so gross all the time. I'm the ugly one, the third, fifth , and sometimes seventh wheel. No one ever likes me.
I absolutely have to lose at least 25 pounds this summer because I'm so sick of being the chubby one of the group. I feel like I can't even talk with them in public like that because all I feel everyone sees are the rolls. Fuck this.
I am so angry that Scott apparently has a girlfriend now. My ankle is spraine and I am failing like all of my classes with two weeks of school left. Fucking awesome.
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