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Oct 31, 2005 12:59

I am losing my mind!!!!!!!!!!! This child is never going to be born! I have tried everything to naturally induce labor. Cator oil- NOT RECOMMENDED!!!!!!!! It made me throw up for hours. Rasberry Tea- Nothing though it was yummy. Walking- I now have some killer calf muscles, but no baby. Jumping jacks- I got a damn charlie horse. Sex- ha! Nothing. All I got out was one worn out b/f. I AM GOING NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want my child to come in this world!!!! I've told him his time is up and I am evicting him, he still won't move. WHAT THE FUCK!!!

I worry that with each day that passes something could happen. I just want to hold him in my arms and see that he is real. I still can not believe that i am going to be a mom. It just doesn't seem real. He is now 9 days late. How come everyone else can have thier child early???? How far is that? And whoever said you are pregnet for 9 months, really fucked up thier math. 40 weeks is 10 months!!! And I am now almost 42 weeks, um yeah that is 10 1/2 months. A LONG TIME!!!!!!!!! I am losing patients!!!!!! I want him NOW!!!!!! I finally finished his room. I keep going in there and sitting and just daydream. I know I am crazy but I have so many hopes and dreams for him, yet I am worried. I have no clue how to raise a child. I still do not know how to change a diaper. SO what the hell am I going to do when he is born- look at him and hope he comes with instructions??? AH!!!!!!!!!

Yeap I have lost my mind!!!!
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