I don't want to die...then I guess I never should've been born...
After this much blood has been taken thru tubes, of course my hemo blood count is gonna be low…grrr So for the meantime, the temporary solution to my health is apparently massive amounts of vitamins & minerals until they figure out what’s wrong with me. Gosh I feel like I’m living thru those trial & error horror stories I hear of UCF’s Student Health Center and I’m like 7 hrs away from UCF! The only thing they know for sure right now is I’m borderline Hypertension/High Blood Pressure. It doesn’t help that lots of pple on my dad’s side of the family have HBP and yep, his family line has suffered thru many traumatic situations, so that’s a given. One of the things they suggested was to take a vacation… Ha, those Swiss Alps look awesome lol…I wanna leave the States for a while & go to France & Switzerland again….
And one of the things I NEVER EVER wanted to hear was, “dear, one of the things that will reduce the risk of you having HBP this early in life is to control your alcohol intake; frequent consumption of alcohol is not good for young ladies who run a high risk as you do.” OMG I’m in college & I’m not supposed to be drinking every weekend (err every other day)….give me a break. (And for those wondering, I didn’t have anything alcoholic for more than like 3 days the last time they took my blood so it’s not like the alcohol shows up in the results or something)
Somebody shoot me...
Physics I junk..well the final was on Mon. Summer term D starts today. I did better this time around for my 2nd attempt at Physics I….BUT I’m screwed. Physics II was canceled permanently this summer. It is totally messed up… grrr now I have a Physics book that (I think) ONLY this school uses…so the next opportunity I have is NEXT summer because I won’t be here this FALL. OR I can go & sign up for the Spring’s Physics II class at UCF (coz my Fall schedule is full as is)…problem is, I will have to go buy another book (which is the SAME book that I USED to have but then ended up reselling it grrrr it’s like a $180 book when I brought it 2 yrs ago) AND I have NO IDEA where that class is in terms of topics of lectures, because it’s at a different school & a different book. PLUS it is recommended that you take sequenced courses at the same school. I have no idea how Physics at VCC is.
So basically it’s either 1) I take Physics II NEXT summer here at home (means I have to go home NEXT summer, which I am trying to avoid at all costs, due to that new FL law that if you want to graduate from a FL public state university, you have to take 3 classes during the summer at the university, and colleges DON’T count, and that’s the reason why I want to stay in Orlando next summer to get that out of the way coz I’m supposed to grad in May 2007) or 2) I take Physics II at UCF (or VCC if I already got 3 classes at UCF) with another book, & not knowing where Physics II takes off from (is this after or before Gas Laws - the last thing that was gone over in PHY I) Grrrrr….
So now I am taking Ethics…another problem arises. Ethics is a different number than UCF’s…Ethics here is listed as a 2600 course and at UCF (with the same description) is above the 3000 level. So now I have to somehow come up with a hard copy of UCF’s transient thing with Ethics listed on it, or else PJC won’t let me in the class coz I’m listed as a transient student/non-degree seeking student and you have to declare a major in order to let you in that class in addition to that UCF transient form…GRRR…so I have to use UCF’s major form and transient thing…..and because of all this junk, (I am currently just temporarly in that class) I got slapped a late fee because I my registration couldn’t go thru for the class, and today when I am finally in the stupid class (even tho I’m just temp) on the first day of class, I got charged a late fee….grrrrr….
The only positive thing lately is… went to the Tammy’s wedding to Andrew this past weekend at St. Michael’s! It was so pretty and everything. It was beach baby blue themed…the shells were so cute! Cheers/chumps! Lol =p It was mostly seafood to go with the beach theme…so basically it was lobster, red snapper, and etc…HaHa there was WAY too much alcohol at my table lol, even though we were at the back at the last table (23), thankfully I had none of the champagne lol. The cake was awesome…there were 5 different kinds, it was strawberry, kiwi, pineapple, plain & something else I forgot. The bouquet and garter toss had really funny results which I’m not gonna get into… lol and just to clarify in case anyone saw Jeff’s LJ, I am NOT getting married anytime soon to be shopping for a wedding dress…I don’t think I’ll be marrying anyone when I’m still in school lol… Ohhh & btw Tammy & Andrew just graduated Med school last month… that's the June wedding...then I got another wedding in July to attend and that's it for this summer...
I go home & it’s back to this junk…so on to family probs….one of my parents is suffering a MAJOR mid-life crisis & that is probably what will cause a divorce… =( I don’t want my 10 yr old lil sis to grow up in that kind of environment because it’s stuff like that that causes people to become cynical about love later on in life. I hate seeing my other parent living thru this… It’s heartbreaking & there’s nothing I can do about it. =’( Then I gotta hit the hospital and stay with my dad for his surgury tomorrow morning...gonna miss like 1/2 of my Ethics class...grr
Why should someone shoot me… I died twice on Sunday & once yesterday, Tuesday around 8pm. Two of my goldfishes Sunnie & Daisy died on Sunday…and yesterday, my LAST goldfish Goldie died…
::CRIES again for the zillionth time::
It’s a sign, I think….my sun-sign is Pisces...I don’t want to die…
I bet all u haters r jumpin' 4 joy...yea whatever, all comments are screened, so ya'll can all tell me how I should die...
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So because my AGD sis Kimmy tagged me...here goes nothing...
list TEN songs that you are currently digging… it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist and the song in your blog along with your TEN songs. Then tag TEN other people to see what they're listening to
1. Crystal Method - Coming Back
2. Sarina Paris - Just About Enough
3. Angel Faith - Just the Way I Am
4. Perfect Circle - the song on the movie Constantine, I think it's called "Passive"
5. Uncle Kracker & Kenny Chesney - When the Sun Goes Down
6. Fuel - Hemorrhage In My Hands
7. Angela Via - So You Say
8. LeAnn Rimes - Right Kind of Wrong
9. 3 Doors Down - Be Like That
10. Natalie Imbruglia - Torn (gosh this song is so old, but I always love it)
1. haha retagging u Kimmy lol
2. Brooke
3. Brian
4. Chuck
5. Tori
6. Starr
7. Elliot
8. Ryan
9. Paul
10. Mary
And one of the things I NEVER EVER wanted to hear was, “dear, one of the things that will reduce the risk of you having HBP this early in life is to control your alcohol intake; frequent consumption of alcohol is not good for young ladies who run a high risk as you do.” OMG I’m in college & I’m not supposed to be drinking every weekend (err every other day)….give me a break. (And for those wondering, I didn’t have anything alcoholic for more than like 3 days the last time they took my blood so it’s not like the alcohol shows up in the results or something)
Somebody shoot me...
Physics I junk..well the final was on Mon. Summer term D starts today. I did better this time around for my 2nd attempt at Physics I….BUT I’m screwed. Physics II was canceled permanently this summer. It is totally messed up… grrr now I have a Physics book that (I think) ONLY this school uses…so the next opportunity I have is NEXT summer because I won’t be here this FALL. OR I can go & sign up for the Spring’s Physics II class at UCF (coz my Fall schedule is full as is)…problem is, I will have to go buy another book (which is the SAME book that I USED to have but then ended up reselling it grrrr it’s like a $180 book when I brought it 2 yrs ago) AND I have NO IDEA where that class is in terms of topics of lectures, because it’s at a different school & a different book. PLUS it is recommended that you take sequenced courses at the same school. I have no idea how Physics at VCC is.
So basically it’s either 1) I take Physics II NEXT summer here at home (means I have to go home NEXT summer, which I am trying to avoid at all costs, due to that new FL law that if you want to graduate from a FL public state university, you have to take 3 classes during the summer at the university, and colleges DON’T count, and that’s the reason why I want to stay in Orlando next summer to get that out of the way coz I’m supposed to grad in May 2007) or 2) I take Physics II at UCF (or VCC if I already got 3 classes at UCF) with another book, & not knowing where Physics II takes off from (is this after or before Gas Laws - the last thing that was gone over in PHY I) Grrrrr….
So now I am taking Ethics…another problem arises. Ethics is a different number than UCF’s…Ethics here is listed as a 2600 course and at UCF (with the same description) is above the 3000 level. So now I have to somehow come up with a hard copy of UCF’s transient thing with Ethics listed on it, or else PJC won’t let me in the class coz I’m listed as a transient student/non-degree seeking student and you have to declare a major in order to let you in that class in addition to that UCF transient form…GRRR…so I have to use UCF’s major form and transient thing…..and because of all this junk, (I am currently just temporarly in that class) I got slapped a late fee because I my registration couldn’t go thru for the class, and today when I am finally in the stupid class (even tho I’m just temp) on the first day of class, I got charged a late fee….grrrrr….
The only positive thing lately is… went to the Tammy’s wedding to Andrew this past weekend at St. Michael’s! It was so pretty and everything. It was beach baby blue themed…the shells were so cute! Cheers/chumps! Lol =p It was mostly seafood to go with the beach theme…so basically it was lobster, red snapper, and etc…HaHa there was WAY too much alcohol at my table lol, even though we were at the back at the last table (23), thankfully I had none of the champagne lol. The cake was awesome…there were 5 different kinds, it was strawberry, kiwi, pineapple, plain & something else I forgot. The bouquet and garter toss had really funny results which I’m not gonna get into… lol and just to clarify in case anyone saw Jeff’s LJ, I am NOT getting married anytime soon to be shopping for a wedding dress…I don’t think I’ll be marrying anyone when I’m still in school lol… Ohhh & btw Tammy & Andrew just graduated Med school last month… that's the June wedding...then I got another wedding in July to attend and that's it for this summer...
I go home & it’s back to this junk…so on to family probs….one of my parents is suffering a MAJOR mid-life crisis & that is probably what will cause a divorce… =( I don’t want my 10 yr old lil sis to grow up in that kind of environment because it’s stuff like that that causes people to become cynical about love later on in life. I hate seeing my other parent living thru this… It’s heartbreaking & there’s nothing I can do about it. =’( Then I gotta hit the hospital and stay with my dad for his surgury tomorrow morning...gonna miss like 1/2 of my Ethics class...grr
Why should someone shoot me… I died twice on Sunday & once yesterday, Tuesday around 8pm. Two of my goldfishes Sunnie & Daisy died on Sunday…and yesterday, my LAST goldfish Goldie died…
::CRIES again for the zillionth time::
It’s a sign, I think….my sun-sign is Pisces...I don’t want to die…
I bet all u haters r jumpin' 4 joy...yea whatever, all comments are screened, so ya'll can all tell me how I should die...
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So because my AGD sis Kimmy tagged me...here goes nothing...
list TEN songs that you are currently digging… it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist and the song in your blog along with your TEN songs. Then tag TEN other people to see what they're listening to
1. Crystal Method - Coming Back
2. Sarina Paris - Just About Enough
3. Angel Faith - Just the Way I Am
4. Perfect Circle - the song on the movie Constantine, I think it's called "Passive"
5. Uncle Kracker & Kenny Chesney - When the Sun Goes Down
6. Fuel - Hemorrhage In My Hands
7. Angela Via - So You Say
8. LeAnn Rimes - Right Kind of Wrong
9. 3 Doors Down - Be Like That
10. Natalie Imbruglia - Torn (gosh this song is so old, but I always love it)
1. haha retagging u Kimmy lol
2. Brooke
3. Brian
4. Chuck
5. Tori
6. Starr
7. Elliot
8. Ryan
9. Paul
10. Mary