Oct 12, 2005 16:48
Been working 15 hour days and finally I have my two days off.
I leave for a deployment soon. I get to miss Christmas, New Years, my 21st Birthday and my wife's birthday. I'm alread tired of this shit. They tell us one thing, but we all already know the deal.
I guess my life is one downward spiral. I mean, at least I'm not going back to Mosul.
Wouldn't surprise me if I got off the plane back in the States and they turned around and sent me right back to Iraq.
The new Thrice album Vheissu is amazing and beautiful.
Nothing is certain or concrete in my life right now, and I hate it. I don't even feel like myself anymore.
And the only time I post on here is when I'm bitching or when I find out some bullshit.