Jan 12, 2006 14:38
Why do i continue to touture myself over and over again. Sometimes i feel like i honeslty like feeling like shit or something. I know whats going to happen and still i do something to fuck things up. but i guess "im just a cut in your mouth that you cant stop the bleeding" whatever the fuck that means. Sorry!
Im waaay emo, like beyond any other emoness ive ever had. I also wish i haad friends. more importantly one friend who means more to me than anything else like nicole but with different parts. :(
I can honestly say i hate when people fucking do this shit to me. Im cool for like a week than after that its a big FUCK YOU!
well you know what, FUCK YOU! and your little fucking penis and your hair and your fucking life that is NOTHING! your going to grow up and say, "Dam this life sucks, it sucks that im a coke head, i mine as well sniff another line." while im going to grow up saying IM SO glad i never got involved with that shit. FUCK YOUR addictions. Fuck everything about you!! get away from me because i cant stand you anymore! Your like a drug that everyone hates being on but they need, well i can say im going to re-hab because im not going to be here anymore to see you and how FUCKED UP you are! I dont care if i go and sit in a parkin lot and bawl my eyes out because ANYTHING is better than seeing you in your fucked up life. Im sorry things didnt go so well, o wait im NOT SORRY!! im glad shit came back to bite you in the ass! FUCK OFF!