Aug 24, 2005 23:22
i just got done talking to danelle, and i decided i should write in this thing.
i havent written in quite a while, over 3 months i think........
i just got done talking to danelle about americorps. im really excited that she is going to be in it. americorps changed my whole fucking life. its such an amazing thing and ill never ever forget it.
it somtimes sucked, but thats life. its worth the hard times, because there will always be 20x more good times. i miss my life in *NCCC.
about me.....
ive been lost in life. ive been quite confused with what i want to do with myself, and how to make myself happy. i feel bad because through my transitions, i have been distant and crappy to alot of people....to alot of people that i love. its hard because nothing is constant in life. and once you think you are ready for one thing, you get thrown something else. and although i am feeling down, i gotta remember that hard times dont last forever.
but enough of that
its kind of crazy, when you think of it, writing your emotions down on a journal online where anyone can read it. i think thats what has been hindering me from writing.