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I know I shouldn't think it, but what if this is the last time I see her? Don't tell me not to think it. I know I shouldn't, I know its horrible. But really, this is my momma! The person I turned to when I got hurt or sick and made it all better. I never thought that she could leave me this soon and I know she will fight as much as she can. I am so thankful that my sister talked her into the masectomies. I know it will be horrible for her, but if it gives her more time and better health, that is all that I want. I want her to see me have kids. I want them to know their grandma and how amazing she is. I can't do think straight right now, crying too hard...I'll finish the update later.