Apr 23, 2005 11:59
yesterday kristi and i went to arrowwood because keith was having friednd out there for his birthday. when he said "swimming party" i was like sweet back to the days when i was twelve and i honestly didnt want to go. but i could tell and from what he told kristi he really wanted us there so we went. at first kristi and i just sat by the pool because we forgot about swim suits the we went up to the room with them to eat and right back to the pool this time around we decided not to just sit around so we swam in our sweatpants and tshirts at first it sucked cause our clothes were so heavy but then we got used to it and had so much fun. we played chicken and we won against 3 other teams and Andy got it all on tape sweet. i really didnt think i would have that much fun but i really did i think that we shold hang out with those guys more it was totaly worth it
after the fun in the pool we all went in the hot tub and kristi and i decided it would be a good idea to make bubbles so we got some hand soap and brought it in to the hot tub and the bubbles started to grow. there was others people (that we didnt know) and they got made and were trying to figure out who we were so kristi and i went to say by to keith and went out he back way and headed home! it was so funny and so much fun!!!
ooh and a really cool thing is my softball team is undefeated we have only had 3 games but that is still really cool. and on tuesday we play brainerd who is also undefeated but not for long!! kinda sucks though cause this is the first time i havent started and im not used to it and im really pissed it's no tmy playing ability i know who i am capable of and my couch talked to me about it all and i should be starting on tuseday which im really excited for
(ps jena i hope you can make it to one of my home games, when u dont have to work!!)
well tomorrow is my brohters birthday and he was spouse to come home yesterday but his car broke down so my dad is up there helping him and nev probably wont be coming home but i still hope he does i miss him so much and i really need to talk to him
lately i havent really been myself alot has been bothering me and it all pretty much comes down to my faith for a while i was really doubting it and i had no one to talk to about it. bu tlast wednesday i decided to talk to my pastor(jeff) he is a great guy, he treats us like peers and i really respect him.
i was able to talk to him about everything that has been going on my feeling and all my thoughts. all he did was listen and that is what i needed saying some of my thoughts out loud was pretty scary but i am relevied that i fianlly got to express them. i dont feel completely better that will take time and i still have alot of questions that will only take time to answer