its time
I don't really even know how to express the way I feel lately.
Some get bits and pieces but its all so messed up its really hard to explain it in a few sentences.
I love him but i'm just not ready.
I love him but i'm just not feelin any love. Does that make any sense?
I don't really care if it makes sense though.
I don't really care if you or you or you or anyone else thinks i need to make it work.
I do care that you support me in all my decisions.
But if you aren't willing to, we don't need to talk about it and you don't need to be a part of that part of my life.
It's really NONE of your business but I tell you because I think you will be there for me and give me good advice.
But I was wrong so now you choose me or him.
Cause I can't do this anymore, I can't live unhappy like this.
It sounds selfish but if that's so then why is EVERYONE telling me its the right thing to do?
"Make youself happy Bre." "Do what Bre wants."
I think you guys are finally getting through to me.
What was I thinking a couple months ago??
"You were swept off your feet, your a romantic Bre."
Well said.
People change and when two people are supposed to be in a relationship and growing together, it doesn't work when they're so far apart.
I've learned that from you.
Those dumb hoes I used to talk about who left their military men for multiple reasons, well I guess I'll be one of them according to him and his friends.
But they're not dumb hoes.
Their lonely.
They know a relationship CAN'T work like this and i've figured it out the hard way like them.
I know some will be very disappointed and some will be ecstatic with my decision to try new things.
Whatever your feelings right now all I ask is for your support.
The question isn't if anymore, its when and how.
Some get bits and pieces but its all so messed up its really hard to explain it in a few sentences.
I love him but i'm just not ready.
I love him but i'm just not feelin any love. Does that make any sense?
I don't really care if it makes sense though.
I don't really care if you or you or you or anyone else thinks i need to make it work.
I do care that you support me in all my decisions.
But if you aren't willing to, we don't need to talk about it and you don't need to be a part of that part of my life.
It's really NONE of your business but I tell you because I think you will be there for me and give me good advice.
But I was wrong so now you choose me or him.
Cause I can't do this anymore, I can't live unhappy like this.
It sounds selfish but if that's so then why is EVERYONE telling me its the right thing to do?
"Make youself happy Bre." "Do what Bre wants."
I think you guys are finally getting through to me.
What was I thinking a couple months ago??
"You were swept off your feet, your a romantic Bre."
Well said.
People change and when two people are supposed to be in a relationship and growing together, it doesn't work when they're so far apart.
I've learned that from you.
Those dumb hoes I used to talk about who left their military men for multiple reasons, well I guess I'll be one of them according to him and his friends.
But they're not dumb hoes.
Their lonely.
They know a relationship CAN'T work like this and i've figured it out the hard way like them.
I know some will be very disappointed and some will be ecstatic with my decision to try new things.
Whatever your feelings right now all I ask is for your support.
The question isn't if anymore, its when and how.