she rocks.... I get nervous. who sucks? yeah... that'd be me lol
Today was lame, so I think I'm just gonna skip to tonight instead... My mom made me mow the lawn to get her car so I could drive to see Courtney for a little bit. There was way too much dog shite in the backyard... it was everywhere and I think I stepped in some even after I tried to pick it all up before I mowed, but I was wearing my "yardwork" shoes so it doesn't really matter. Anyways, after that I took a hot shower to get all of the nasties off of me, and I got a couple calls from Courtney asking when I was gonna head up there.
Has anyone out there ever looked in the mirror and was just like "why do I look like shite right now?" For instance, I'm breaking out and I have huge black bags under my eyes from lack of sleep, then to add to that I'm skinny because I don't ever work out anymore and I fried my hair with relaxer, so it looks pretty bad like a wig or something. To top that off, I went and saw the girl I'm kind of interested in and she is very attractive, so I'm sitting there talking to her and she's looking really pretty, while I have this crappy image of myself in my head. I was all stupidly nervous and couldn't help but think about what might have been going through her head and stuff. I play it off pretty well though so I guess its okay lol. Gah I'm such a tard.
To continue where I left off, I got dressed and drove my moms car to the McDonald's off of the Los Coaches exit from the I-8 East. I called her and she headed over. At first I don't think she realized it was me sitting in the car cuz she drove right past me but I could kind of tell that she might have thought it was me. I got out of the car then she parked and I gave her the new barbells, so she could take out the rings she had in. Hopefully they fit her nicely, but anyways we drove to Baskin Robbins and she got some ice cream. She looked rather pretty so I was still getting those damn jitters lol. We drove back to my car and then we headed home.
Now I'm sitting here watching FLCL and I feel kind of tired. At the end of this episode I think I'm going to get something cold to drink because it's too goddamn hot in here. Maybe tomorrow it will be cooler out...
Has anyone out there ever looked in the mirror and was just like "why do I look like shite right now?" For instance, I'm breaking out and I have huge black bags under my eyes from lack of sleep, then to add to that I'm skinny because I don't ever work out anymore and I fried my hair with relaxer, so it looks pretty bad like a wig or something. To top that off, I went and saw the girl I'm kind of interested in and she is very attractive, so I'm sitting there talking to her and she's looking really pretty, while I have this crappy image of myself in my head. I was all stupidly nervous and couldn't help but think about what might have been going through her head and stuff. I play it off pretty well though so I guess its okay lol. Gah I'm such a tard.
To continue where I left off, I got dressed and drove my moms car to the McDonald's off of the Los Coaches exit from the I-8 East. I called her and she headed over. At first I don't think she realized it was me sitting in the car cuz she drove right past me but I could kind of tell that she might have thought it was me. I got out of the car then she parked and I gave her the new barbells, so she could take out the rings she had in. Hopefully they fit her nicely, but anyways we drove to Baskin Robbins and she got some ice cream. She looked rather pretty so I was still getting those damn jitters lol. We drove back to my car and then we headed home.
Now I'm sitting here watching FLCL and I feel kind of tired. At the end of this episode I think I'm going to get something cold to drink because it's too goddamn hot in here. Maybe tomorrow it will be cooler out...