hey there, pull my finger! Did you pull it? hmm, I couldn't feel it.

[breathofashes]

Sitting here and staring at my hand, trying to figure out why it is how it is now that I've stabbed myself by accident, I've come to realize there is so much I could have done with this hand of mine. Now that I've severed the nerves too badly and lost much of the feeling in my fingers, I've found it rather difficult to use it. How do you know if you are touching or pressing on something if you cannot feel it? Gah! drives me fucking crazy lately. My thumb is the biggest bitch of them all cuz it doesn't move very much. I can bend it inwards, a little bit downwards, and fully upwards, but I cannot make it lay flat with the rest of my hand.











Sometimes I wanna just cut this damn hand of mine off just to get it over with. I'd be like fuckin Luke Skywalker lol get me some fine ass girls and whatnot with my robotic hand. I'd build me this shitty looking thing with my old erector set from back in the day. Make something that somewhat resembled a hand.



So yeah... cut my hand off, get a robotic replacement, get the honeys. Sounds like a good deal to me! haha I met a lot of cool people today through LJ and they happen to be Holly and Carrie. Two beautiful girls with great personalities included. Not often you find people like this anymore, so I should be thankful I suppose. Time to get back to watching Toonami. Adios...