there's a first for everything i guess
okay.. i feel like ... dissembling something at the moment. here we go again. sorry i just wrote this whole thing and then it disappeared on me when the thing decided to freeze up. anyways. so i guess this is me first journal entry... second draft. i'm not much for firsts.. or second drafts of firsts. not that this will be extra special, because if anything it'll be extra plain, but whatever.
i don't have a whole lot to say, but i have nothing better to do. i think this is, like, the first time i've actually wished i knew more people here. there's this battle of the bands thing at the school tonight and i wasn't interested in going or anything to start with, but i actually know people who are playing and at second thought i decided it wouldn't be half bad. so i talked myself into going (and yes... i literally talked myself into it) and was then determined upon doing so. so i called katie, basically my one friend that i do things with outside of school, and she couldn't go. then ashely, even though i don't really talk to her anymore (but, remember, at this point i was determined on going), and she wasn't home. phil has to work until ten and my new found friends from wednesday night are all at the senses fail show in charlotte tonight, which i'm also missing out on, now that i think about it. so i'm sitting here, disappointed, talking to one person online, because my buddy list is so utterly dismal as usual, with this amassed amount of energy and not quite ready to resign myself to spending yet another friday night at home, alone, with nothing to do, except for the usual monopolization of the phone, which don't get me wrong, i very much enjoy, but it would be nice to get out of the house everyonce in a while. plus i can't use the phone until my free cell minutes start in an hour and a half anyways. oh well.. enough wallowing in self pitty for now, because who cares? and i'm bored of it already anyway.
on a positive note, i did manage to find myself some new found friends last wednesday. this occured at the french club meeting at the restaurant. i just found myself and sat with some people who appeared to be as confused as i was and i got lucky (in the purest way) and we all had a swell time. they have themselves good taste in music and i think for the future, if i ever have money (which is extremely unlikely), i have myself some concert buddies. anyways, just thought i'd share.
mkay, i'm bored. this is no longer sufficient enough to hold my complete attention. so i am going to go back to talking to my cookie, and waiting for my free cell minutes to start so i can get on the phone for the evening, because fortunately, matt does not have to work tonight... or this weekend. so that's about it for my extra plain first entry.
i don't have a whole lot to say, but i have nothing better to do. i think this is, like, the first time i've actually wished i knew more people here. there's this battle of the bands thing at the school tonight and i wasn't interested in going or anything to start with, but i actually know people who are playing and at second thought i decided it wouldn't be half bad. so i talked myself into going (and yes... i literally talked myself into it) and was then determined upon doing so. so i called katie, basically my one friend that i do things with outside of school, and she couldn't go. then ashely, even though i don't really talk to her anymore (but, remember, at this point i was determined on going), and she wasn't home. phil has to work until ten and my new found friends from wednesday night are all at the senses fail show in charlotte tonight, which i'm also missing out on, now that i think about it. so i'm sitting here, disappointed, talking to one person online, because my buddy list is so utterly dismal as usual, with this amassed amount of energy and not quite ready to resign myself to spending yet another friday night at home, alone, with nothing to do, except for the usual monopolization of the phone, which don't get me wrong, i very much enjoy, but it would be nice to get out of the house everyonce in a while. plus i can't use the phone until my free cell minutes start in an hour and a half anyways. oh well.. enough wallowing in self pitty for now, because who cares? and i'm bored of it already anyway.
on a positive note, i did manage to find myself some new found friends last wednesday. this occured at the french club meeting at the restaurant. i just found myself and sat with some people who appeared to be as confused as i was and i got lucky (in the purest way) and we all had a swell time. they have themselves good taste in music and i think for the future, if i ever have money (which is extremely unlikely), i have myself some concert buddies. anyways, just thought i'd share.
mkay, i'm bored. this is no longer sufficient enough to hold my complete attention. so i am going to go back to talking to my cookie, and waiting for my free cell minutes to start so i can get on the phone for the evening, because fortunately, matt does not have to work tonight... or this weekend. so that's about it for my extra plain first entry.