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Actually left the house the past few days, which is good. Ha. Took Becca shopping locally and ended up buying her a pair of jeans (sorely needed) and a few articles of food. And a tube of white acrylic paint, and I had to come with her to therapy which sucked. Today Mom took us to the mall and I got some awesome shit.
I didn't really look emo/goth today and, like...I don't know, I've been one way for so long I assume it's natural to feel weird. But now that the scene is taking over the world, I feel like I have even less of a reason to be hardcore. I saw girls fucking, like, decked out in Hollister with backcombed hair. Or like, a *tits* kind of girl with pink streaks. Of course there are still the purebreeds who would never dream of being so emo, and are satisfied with their bottle blonde hair and juicy sweats. But even so, my look is nothing so outrageous. I don't think there will really ever be a time where I just don't wear any black or start not caring about music or art or any of that shit, but I honestly think I'm at an impasse with how I feel about fashion.
I'm hanging out with Shoshums tommorry, so that's chill. I don't really know what we're gonna do cause I don't know how my parents will feel about driving us to the mall, which was the original plan. Erica's having a New Years partayyyy which is supa fly and I am excited. Unfortunately for everything and everyone, I am having a massive face problem: 2 zits have taken up residence in my skin. Hopefully they will heal up tonight (popped one, the other hasn't formed puss yet.) so that I can be a camerawhore. I don't know what's gonna happen cause usually at parties I just talk to whoever I came with, excluding short interludes with others. But now I won't have anyone I'm super tight with ;_; I guess I can hang with Mike Z seeing as he doesn't really have soshals. And I don't really know if Jackie was invited, but if so that would be a good option as well. Whatever, I'm sure it'll be fine.
Liora's wedding is in 9 days! I'm soooo excited for mah nails :D I'm going to be super loli for a week after I get them and it will be glorious. I wonder how many days of school I'll be missing -_-' I can afford a few more, but it's getting more than a little bit ridiculous. Especially cause I cut all the time. Mom's definitely going to find out, oh man. I probably have a lot of work that I'm supposed to be doing but I don't want to even look at it. I called RoRo and we chatted a bunch, so that's good for Plan: Keep My Friends Even Though I'm A Jerk. Um...I think that's it. I'm supposed to be watching Shira, as usual. My computer was about to die so I had to go back to my room, and Shira's sleeping so I think it'll be okay.
Oh! And Talia called and we chatted for a while which was good, I guess.