I could totes get a boyfriend
I just need to learn how to leave my house more often and pretend I'm not awkward. I don't know how to not be awkward, though! I just don't! I'm either really quiet or like a big weirdie goth kid. Maybe now that I've stopped pretending I'm an emo boy it won't be a problem. People like me sometimes, ya know! I'm charismatic! You know what, it's people who have to try a box, not me. I'm awesome and you can just suck my dick if you don't agree.
So what I've decided is that I'll meet cool peeps in my art class at FIT. Problem is that they're all probably going to be, like, fashion snobs who want to take the class for their portfolio so that they can get into the school next year. But nononono, fuck that shit. There has to be at least one cute and silly gay boy there! And then he can tell me how work gets done and maybe he can even have straight friendssssss. And he'll just be like I HAVE THIS AWE$OME FRIEND WHO IS TOTES GORGEOUS sometimes. in the dark. And totally hook me up ;D
Okay, moving on to real life, Mrs. Padgett totally ate my face and I don't even want to get into it but it made me really sad and she totally insulted me on a personal level. This is something I'd expect from Bickman, but I really thought Padge kinda knew her place...Whatever. I kinda fucked up, like, all of my classes and shit and I have more than a few things to rap up, but I did some arts and Idek.
UHM also, I signed Talia's yearbook and she, like, decided it was mean when I totally didn't even mean anything at all. Ugh whatever. Three more days of school. Uhm, Kim is coming with me to FIT except that she's taking a different class than I am? But it's the same times and stuff. IDEKKKKK. Okay here's my next couple of weeks:
14-20: LAST DAY OF SCHOOL YES and Finals (US and chem)
21-27: Math Final, M+D leave, Becca leaves
28-4: M+D come back, ROGAK LEAVES WHY
5-11: FIRST DAY OF FIT :D, SUM 41~! with Jackie
12-18: If I wanted to go to warped tour it would have to be this week?, FIT
19-25: Last week of FIT :c
26-1: Green Day!, Becca comes home!
Warped Tour only has a few bands that I actually care about, and it seems like a lot more work than I actually care to devote. Mayhem Fest would have been fucking beast (Marilyn Manson! Killswitch!), but I'd have to do it at their DC set. So, I'd take Becca (she LOVES Marilyn Manson ;D) and she's never been to a concert, so we wouldn't go into the crowds at all which would kind of be a bummer. But also because it would be terrible, hot, sweaty, moist armpit weather which = 0. Also it's kind of expensive considering I only like a few bands there :c WHATEVER HAHA. I think that's all I have. I hate life.