so..uh...wuts kickin my chicken?
Happy Birthday John!
so i checked out today cuz i didnt feel good..a lot of people were out..it was weird. so me and alex talked last night...ah. i dont know what to do. maybe we shouldnt do nething...i dont know. I WaNt to get over him..and i wAnT us both to just go our seperate ways...but after last night, i dunno. its really hard for me to talk to him lke normal..but i guess im gonna have to get over it. i dont want us to be over though...but i dont think i have a choice...i dont think we could ever be together again which is so sad..eh :( but maybe in about 2 months...ill be okay. maybe even in a month? who knows. I talked to fred AGAIN last night..how cool is he? wayyyy cool. it was sad that i couldnt drive over there and sing with him ha. hes a funny guy ;)so im thinkin about cuttin my hair??? like shoulder lentgh.. which is wayyyy short. but my hair is getting SO long..hmm..i dont know. lol. im confused about everything! oo and my DEEPEST APOLOGIES to Katie! hah im soooo sorry i wasnt there today in spanish!!! :( :( :( but ill be there tomorrow fo sho! i heart u!
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone
so i checked out today cuz i didnt feel good..a lot of people were out..it was weird. so me and alex talked last night...ah. i dont know what to do. maybe we shouldnt do nething...i dont know. I WaNt to get over him..and i wAnT us both to just go our seperate ways...but after last night, i dunno. its really hard for me to talk to him lke normal..but i guess im gonna have to get over it. i dont want us to be over though...but i dont think i have a choice...i dont think we could ever be together again which is so sad..eh :( but maybe in about 2 months...ill be okay. maybe even in a month? who knows. I talked to fred AGAIN last night..how cool is he? wayyyy cool. it was sad that i couldnt drive over there and sing with him ha. hes a funny guy ;)so im thinkin about cuttin my hair??? like shoulder lentgh.. which is wayyyy short. but my hair is getting SO long..hmm..i dont know. lol. im confused about everything! oo and my DEEPEST APOLOGIES to Katie! hah im soooo sorry i wasnt there today in spanish!!! :( :( :( but ill be there tomorrow fo sho! i heart u!
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone