The art of simply BEING MAD.
I may have said this before, but to re-iterate...sometimes, when i get mad, i don't want to be calmed down, cheered up, or commiserated with. I want to bitch, moan, and simply BE MAD.
To me, this is healthy. I go back to my balanced, buttery state of existence quickly. Today at work, i had a "BE MAD" Moment. I made a tuna-bacon-lettuce-tomato-cheese-melt-sub-in-a-hotdog-roll, hid in the office for ten minutes, and ANGRILY ate my tasty treat.
And in those 600 seconds, I re-assessed, sighed, and let go. A stupid customer, a wasted amount of my time, gas, effort, and energy. I couldn't change those. But I could change how I felt about them. Gotta admit, I was still mad as hell. But I was composed, and focused again, and could go back to taking deliveries and being all friendly-like.
But really, sometimes you just need to take a moment and dive into that furious anger, and loll about for a bit, before deciding to leave it be. Nothing wrong with that.
Also, bruins won today. So they're going to game 6.
I adore the bruins, but haven't really followed their seasons until recent years. They've been playing well, phenomenally.
But to be honest, sometimes it really makes me wonder if I'm just a "fair-weather" fan who is unawares of it. Wouldn't that be a trying circumstance to find oneself in? Curiouser and curiouser I suppose.
Oh. I've decided that I would like to someday be a millionaire, simply so that when i do strange things, people just pass it off as "oh that's the crazy rich lady down the way. Don't mind her." Rather than "OH GOD look out its that crazy bitch! Keep your kids away from her!"
Life goals. We all have them, right?
=)
To me, this is healthy. I go back to my balanced, buttery state of existence quickly. Today at work, i had a "BE MAD" Moment. I made a tuna-bacon-lettuce-tomato-cheese-melt-sub-in-a-hotdog-roll, hid in the office for ten minutes, and ANGRILY ate my tasty treat.
And in those 600 seconds, I re-assessed, sighed, and let go. A stupid customer, a wasted amount of my time, gas, effort, and energy. I couldn't change those. But I could change how I felt about them. Gotta admit, I was still mad as hell. But I was composed, and focused again, and could go back to taking deliveries and being all friendly-like.
But really, sometimes you just need to take a moment and dive into that furious anger, and loll about for a bit, before deciding to leave it be. Nothing wrong with that.
Also, bruins won today. So they're going to game 6.
I adore the bruins, but haven't really followed their seasons until recent years. They've been playing well, phenomenally.
But to be honest, sometimes it really makes me wonder if I'm just a "fair-weather" fan who is unawares of it. Wouldn't that be a trying circumstance to find oneself in? Curiouser and curiouser I suppose.
Oh. I've decided that I would like to someday be a millionaire, simply so that when i do strange things, people just pass it off as "oh that's the crazy rich lady down the way. Don't mind her." Rather than "OH GOD look out its that crazy bitch! Keep your kids away from her!"
Life goals. We all have them, right?
=)