Today...
Yay for today...not. Today was such a bad day and I dont even have a reason....It was just my mindset i guess. I also kind of feel like everything i have is falling apart. Im not sure if the person i like has the same feelings for me anymore as before but i dont know....(im writing this in the way i feel right now so it will fluctuate as time goes on). I really hope she does because im starting to really like her and its a good feeling to have. I hate when i get in a slump like this where i am looking in from the outside and it seems like everyone around me is so happy while i feel like this...not to say i have things bad because i know i dont, but the fact that its hard for me doesnt make it any less of an apparent problem. Well theres really nothing a nap wont fix so i think ill take one....bye